It's been in the past for awhile,
am I crazy? I still miss you baby.
It was real, it was right.
but all that's left is , all these ashes.
where did the love go?
when its all said and done.
how could I be losing you forever?
after all the time that we've spent together.
In a dream you appeared.
so i keep sleeping.
just to keep you with me.
I just have to know why I had to lose you.
-bel
is this how you want it to be? do you want it to just end like that? and I don't know why are you being like this. If you don't ever wanna talk to me again, all I want you to know is that you're still the one. You've been on my mind since ever. I don't know the words to tell you I still need you. & when I'm feeling down, all I need is you.
do you know it hurts so bad ?
and do you fucking know how I feel?
you've changed. you've changed. you've changed.
and I don't mind. but have you been thinking bout us? well, I have been thinking alot.
and that's why I've been missing you lately.
I so wanna get this album. ahh. I know what you guys are thinking. she's the Disney Channel's superstar Hannah Montana. not to mention all the small girls are crazy over her -_- hahaha. I'm not one of them kay. I don't like her as Hannah, I like her as Miley Cyrus. I adore her songs! only from this album. her old songs are so kiddy. haha.
She's very pretty isn't she.
errr.. vanity. -_-
awwww..
Selena & Miley. are they still frens? haha
Cay and bel (:
I look so kiddy here -_-
I just wanna know why are you so obsess about her? and what is it that she have and I don't. And why do I always see what I don't have. but actually everything around me is perfect. eventho you are not here. things will be okay.
I won't be going to school tmr. My dental appointment that I ffk many times is at 12pm. and I know you guys will be missing me -_- ahhhh! my head is blowing. to go or not to go? and that is the question . LOL. I'm being lameeee. howw?! friday night Bar celona? count down on sat night? over night at mich's or just stay home and be a good girl? and guys, I nvr promise you all kayy. I haven made up my mind yet. don say i ffk. (: lol.
out-
smooches, x.
Goodbye
I can honestly say you've been on my mind
since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind
(chorus)
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
Is goodbye
I woke up this morning
And played our song
And through my tears I sang along
I picked up the phone and then put it down
Cause I know I'm waisting my time
And I don't mind
(chorus)
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ringtone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear you say
You remember when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
That time that you danced with me
With no music playing
You remember the simple things
We talked til we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish I'd forget
Is saying goodbye
Saying goodbye
by Miley Cyrus.
awesomeeeeee.
I didn't want to take picture -_-
Kelly, You're still smelly~ hahaha
I asked Kelly, who would you choose. -_- she choose JU.
but if I stab Julian and Julian stab me.
and we both died. LOL!
She say she couldn't choose either any of em.
cause they are all friends! hahaha.
so she decided to stab zed.
and zed stab wai.
and wai stab kel.
ahhhh, I know its so fking lame but wth.. hahaha!
and some primary kid -_- gosh, some one pls tell them that they are wearin skirt plssss. I saw their panties -_-
Zoom View. LOL
long long ago pic of me -_-
oh yeah, and issit christmas already? I think santa left me a present. (: I woke up and I opened my purse. I found a hundred bucks inside. Its woahh. hahaha.. its my lucky day. whoever is it that put in the money , I SO FKING LOVE YOU RIGHT NOW. (: Its not like I can get a hundred bucks for no fking reason. hahaha. thankkkk youuuuuuuu! *loves*
ciao-
smooches, x.
Crush
I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away
Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away
by David Archuleta
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School was a total bore.... not..
It was pretty awesome.. I barely learnt anything tho -_-
Mr.Chiang is an old old grandpa but he's still teaching.
quite awesome rite -_-
he's 72. he's damn blur. he's forgetful. he's kinda cute, lmao.
we (me, kelly, wai, ben,ro,akmie) ponteng-ed his class.
we weren't in his class.
but he FOUND us. lol.
and kelly was terkejut. and bang her head on the wall. hahahah!
we went to a&w and the food was soso. lol.
kelly din eat larh, as usual. haha.
walking back to school...
saw a dead rat. ew.
"someone" - he doesn't want me to review his name-
told me not to stare or look at it too long.
can get coma . ahhh...
so I didn't take a picture of it. LOL!
My streamyx is being a @#%$&!
I'm really malas to do everything and anything.
school is making me sick. ):
and I really need to focus on my studies.
but I got loads of stuff I wanna do after PMR.
and Its distracting meeee. ahhhhhhhh. save me.
currently listening to 7things by Miley Cyrus. (:
Monday- ABRSM was okay. I was the first who step out from the class. LOL
after the test. headed to Pavilion then Midvalley and finally The Gardens.
couldn't make it to school for study camp. :D
yeapp, it was quite a day.
Today- woke up late. so yeah, was late for school. Ms. Suria didn't bother tho. she apologize to me. but still, she's talking bad about me. infront of me. hahaha. oh yeah, YALANI, THANKS for being a GOOD fren. It's really nice of you.. not.... its damn obvious kay. you think I don't understand tamil ah? lol! (well, actually i don't la. hahaha) ahhh, wth lah. I don't care. after school, went to pyramid with mich, for a movie, ROGUE. it was just okay. lol.
there's no one to blame on it. everything just happened. and it happened for a reason. misunderstanding always occurs. so deal with it, with the truth.
ahhh, Lee chong wei din lose. he just got 2nd place okayy (: lol
stoner kel and stoner ju.
and another stoner.
he likes girly stuff. lol
oh yeah, Jason Kok came to say hi. and he left -_- headed to Pyramid after that. went to Secret Recipe for lunch. hehe. then walk walk walk walk walk. then shisha. lol.
while waiting for the shisha. lol.
hmm, after everyone left. me and Akmal went to our sister's friend's party. yeah -_- somehow we ended up together. Iman's party was the bomb. awesome music. and the shiny disco ball! everyone was damn hyper. ahhhh, can't believe a std 5 year old girl having a party like that!
The music make us wanna dance, buttt.. tak nak la, all the kids. hahaha. so we diam diam. hmm. yeah, spent the whole night sitting and chit chatting with Akmal. We didn't plan all these. its damn random. hahaha..
Happy Birthday (:
and yeah, that's about it!
I'm damn exshauted.
going to bed now.
out-
smooches.
boohoo, there's something I wanted to blog about.
but i totally forgotten what issit. haha.
blame it on the stress-ness pls.
I know you miss me,
cos I miss you too. haha.
hmm,
a big big thanks to Christina Jin Min Soo.
for the song. the song makes me happy. hahaha
teacher said that we both look alike. lol -_-
she always say that she's a bad gal.
I'm much more like her evil twin sister kay. ahahha.
can't deny it. LOL.
I think I'm ready for college. ahaha!
I just helped a friend of mine finish his college work -_-
damn proud of myself.
bahhh, college life isn't that easy la.. lol
heard that there will be a new student coming tmr.
how excited. haha.
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mmkayyy,
I'm getting speechless here -_-
oh yeah, btw, braces isn't that bad. its hurts only when you're biting something really hard. like chicken, nuts, err.. err.. etc. haha.. Its really embarrassing to eat outside adi. cause the food surely got stuck on ur braces -_- really hard to get em out kay. *evil braces* I thought that I will lose weight, but wth? i gain weight. -_- now i feel obese. yeah yeah, nicknames from Neil, Jirwan, Scott > brace face <
will blog soon.
out-
smooches. x
yummylicious :D
<3
(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZEDDY.
