But you kept me wishing upon that shimmering star ;

♥ Thursday, July 31, 2008

Just so you know.

I've been sick for the past few days.
and I'm still not okay.
I'm always late for school nowadays.
I reach school about 8.20- 8.30am
thats y I got detention class -_-
but somehow I didn't get caught today. hahaha.
btw, about my monthly test.
I think I'm so gonna flunk it all ):

ewww, after comparing my blog with others,

I'm feeling really -don't know the word- ):

for some reasons I think I'm such a bimbo ! ):

xoxo

bel

~~I don't know how to be fine when I'm not~~

Mabel has written @ 7:05 AM

♥ Monday, July 28, 2008

I haven't been studying for my test.

and lucky.. I fell sick. hahaha

I don't think I'll be going school tmr either.

so.. good luck guys (:

Mabel has written @ 8:47 AM

♥ Saturday, July 26, 2008

Time may change me

It took me a million years to realize i was so dumb.

so dumb to believe in those lies.

...

Mabel has written @ 11:15 PM

♥ Friday, July 25, 2008

we were living in a lie.

need a break.

I know I haven't been blogging as frequent as I used to..
Life is in a big mess right now..
exams are starting from next weeeek. so.. -wish me luck-
I didn't even study, I sleep in class, I don't really pay attention, && I talk alot.
that's what I do in school lately.
not just worrying about my school exams.
my theory exam also /gg la.
and all I think about is partying. sleep. runaway from homeee (go for a holiday). take a break for whatever I'm doing now..

Mabel has written @ 5:58 AM

♥ Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Happy Anniversary! (:

*loves*

Mabel has written @ 5:37 AM

♥ Monday, July 21, 2008

Your smile kills me

your temperature keeps me warm.

I'm back. Haven't been blogging for days now, due to the laziness of mine. (:

might not be going to school tmr, will go for some x-ray thingy for my ugly teeth. haha..

and yeahh, I will be putting on braces real sooooon. I hope it doesn't hurt that bad.
exams and trials are coming. time passes sosososo fast. ):

I'm so not prepared... yet

saturday - went for tuition as usual. nth much happen on sat tho. went to ioi for dinner, and I met verene there. and i forgot what happened. hahaha.

sunday - woke up late and had piano class (: haha.. Cindy ( my piano teacher) asked me out for lunch , and Michelle asked me out for a movie. haha. I was stuck in between. but I manage to go out with both of them. after my class, I teman Cindy to her piano studio, and WAITED FOR 45mins for her class to end. haha. then she called alvin ( her bf , which i intro one) to come out for lunch too. but in the end, cindy couldn't go, she've forgotten that she have a class to replace . hahah. *awwww* so sadddd... Alvin was damn sad. hahaha. he dropped me at the mall to meet up with michelle (: had lunch at WENDY's . yum yum. we saw Joyce there tho. (: we wanted to watch the dark knight. but the time wasn't rite.. and we jalan-jalan.. and jalan- jalan... then we felt hungry AGAIN. hahaha. so we headed to secret recipe. :D :D

our lunch.

not much for a big eater. hahaha.

My chocolate brownies with ice cream :D

before.

after..

err, thats about it.

for the weekend. (:

-ciao

Mabel has written @ 3:31 AM

♥ Saturday, July 19, 2008

save me from my emptiness.

Mabel has written @ 8:09 AM

♥ Friday, July 18, 2008

one love that i'm sure of.

school was soso today. nth special happen.

went to mamak with zed and shinji before school starts.

was back on time. haha.

hmm

Kelly was damn scared of this cockroach.

eventho its fake. hahaha.

she scream damn loud when i throw that thing to her. LOL.

if real one i understand larh.

but its FAKE , kel. its fake. hahah.

was late for tuition again, as always.

teacher pun malas nak tanya why adi. hahahah.

was driving around puteri 10.

and i tried to park. LOL.

see, how bad is my parking.

the gap is ... damn far! hahaha.

I surely fail my parking one. haha

its okay, long way to go. :D

me and my new bf :D

hahahah.

no lah, he's my bb .

best bro ever.

he look quite gay here. surely kill me for this .

shhh..

the baby is sleepinggg..

shhh...

he didn't know i took this pic! hahah :P

this is not my bro! LOL.

Good Luck with your st.john test MICHELLE :D

I'm sorry I can't teman you.

I suck at st.john :(

I tak tau CPR! :(

you teach my like a million times already and i still cant do it :(

don't get us wrong. we didn't do it mouth-to-mouth kay.

hahaha.

-ciao

Mabel has written @ 7:38 AM

♥ Monday, July 14, 2008

It sucks when the person you love, doesn't love you back.

Mabel has written @ 8:18 AM

♥

Becareful of what you wish for, cos you just might get it.

ahhh, I'm back. didn't go to school today. heard from my bro that the school was like a desert today. hahaha. no aircond and water for the day? lucky me. I just bought credit ytd, and it happens to finish ytd itself. shit, I use credit damn fast. the big big BIG prob is I need to reload it myself and my pocket money is Rm50 per week only. damnnn. hmm. for the past few weeks, I seriously think that I gain hell lots of weight. not just me, even my friends think so too. indirectly telling me I'm fat? I gaw and stunned for awhile when they told me that. I never felt this "Fat" ever k.. during my childhood time I'm always like a bamboo lar. I gain like 2kg in a week :( OMFG. its so so not a good thing. I'm gonna go on a diet. :D no one can stop meeeee. :D okayy, and now I got a confession to make, I seriously hate ppl who likes pretend infront of me. bullshit bullshit bullshit. all bullshits. :D just make it clear to me. I don't mind at all.

kayy, got loads more stuff to do.
will update soon. ciao the miao.

I'm gonna work outtt! :D

nicole scherzinger's bod! yummy.

that's my dream boddd yoo!

Mabel has written @ 6:26 AM

♥ Saturday, July 12, 2008

I'm just too far from where you are
And I feel just like
I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Yesterday-
Went for a midnight movie ytd nite. To watch WANTED.
the movie was okay i guess. was really tired. couldn't really concentrate on the movie. haha.

Today-
Woke up about 7something just to make sure I won't be late for the Charity Fiesta at Sri KL.
but it was too early. hahaha. had to wait damn long for some monkeys to arrive.
Richard was being a paria just now. keep touching ppl's ass :D hahaha!
then went to Pyramid for lunch and movie.
I went to the washroom. and yingki go open the door :(
the guys were outside somemore. but lucky no one saw..
it was OMFG embarrasing okay.
watch HellBoy 2. wasn't that nice tho.
It was so easy to guess how the white long hair fella will die. hahaa.

Another lesson to be taught?
this is the second time that you have done it to your so-called bro?
don't you fell bad? If you don't, you big big mean-y and only care for yourself!
you never thought of your friend's feelings first.
lmao, I mean, did u ever thought of ppl's feelings?
and haven't you learnt you lesson yet?
there's no benefit k? and it's so so so wrong.

and to the person who we loveee. :D
We'll always be there for you k..
you better cheer up k..
I know I'm a paria that always over react.
but you gotta know.. we just loveeeeeeee you thats why. :D

Mabel has written @ 4:56 AM

♥ Wednesday, July 9, 2008

I'd melt whenever you tell me you love me.

heyy, I wanted to blog about something, but i totally forgotten what it was. ahaha..

hmm, school was just being school. nothing special. everything is back to normal after Parent's Night. I was late for tuition today, as always. hahaha.. had to sit with someone which i don't know. because there's no space for me to sit with my friends, my buntut besar :( hahaha.. and it was a total bore okayy..

Dear readers. I'm not with Zed okay. it was just a misunderstanding..
I love Zed, as a friend la c'mon.
I already have someone ELSE . hahaha.
and I wanted a semi-private blog.. but, oh well :D

It doesn't matter anymore whether you still care or not. because you have already forgotten everything about us. just everything. I've move on. and so have you. I don't deserve you.If you don't know how to appreciate me, i wont know appreciate you too.

ahh, will update soon aite?
ciao the miaooo.

Mabel has written @ 7:41 AM

♥ Monday, July 7, 2008

Love is great when its right :D

I skipped a meal today. -no big deal-

But its not because I wanna lose weight or anything..

was really really really busy with some stuffs..

I wasn't late for tuition today :D

repeat - WAS NOT late..

but Vincent just had to wait for a friend..

so I teman-ed him till his friend arrive..

so yeah.. what's the point of going there early? LOL.

School was goddamn boring todayy,

I fell asleep about 2 times..

1.Mr.Lee's class

2.Mr.Su's classs

didn't learn anything newww.

Tmr is dear JU's Birthday..

he says that he doesn't care about his birthday one..

aahhh, you don't care but -you know who- cares kayy :D

Happy Early Birthday JU. (:

we love youuu. (:

& always will..

out-

xoxo

sugar-

Mabel has written @ 2:07 AM

♥ Friday, July 4, 2008

A Retro Night to remember.

hey (:

I'm backk.

tonite was an awesome nite.

Parent's nite '08

:) :) :)

Just done with my hair (:

make up.

whoops. haha.

mich & me

again.

Nicole & me

and again.

indian o.o

ms. Chandra & me

me & Ju

again

me & Zed

err..

happy ppl. :D

shinji

thats about it :D

have loads more pictures tho.

will update soon aite.

ciao the miao.

I'm hungry!

Mabel has written @ 8:45 AM

♥ Wednesday, July 2, 2008

drink like no one is stopping you,

dance like no one is looking at you.

:D :D :D

Mabel has written @ 7:31 AM

♥

Say (All I Need)

Do you know where your heart is?

Do you think you can find it?

Or did you trade it for something

Somewhere better just to have it?

Do you know where your love is?

Do you think that you lost it?

You felt it so strong, but

Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul

You're a lonely soul

Cause you won't let go

Of anything you hold

Well, all I need

Is the air I breathe

And a place to rest

My head

Do you know what your fate is?

And are you trying to shake it?

You're doing your best and

Your best look

You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul

You're a lonely soul

Cause you won't let go

Of anything you hold

Well, all I need

Is the air I breathe

And a place to rest

My head

I said I all I need

Is the air I breathe

And a place to rest

My head

Do you think you can find it?

Better than you had it

Do you think you can find it?

Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)

I said I all I need

Is the air I breathe

And a place to rest

My head

I said I all I need

Is the air I breathe

And a place to rest

My head

Whenever the end is

Do you think you can see it?

Well, until you get there

Go on, go ahead and scream it

Just say it

song by one republic.

somehow this song just relates to me :(

Mabel has written @ 2:24 AM