But you kept me wishing upon that shimmering star ;

♥ Monday, June 30, 2008

open up your heart.

its 12am now.
school was a total bore today, as usual..
but was quite funny also larh..
I mistaken Karl's mom and Rikesh mom, Metilda..
and Philo as Pholio.. come to think of it, it was really stupid!
was late for tuition AGAIN. :D

I'm so broke.. :( had to pay for alot of things for the coming Parent's night.

and the accesories for the INDIAN dance cost about 50bucks..

aiks, I'll only wear it like... for ONCE? everything is so expensive now..

sadly I don't plant money tree you know.. hahaha..

& Zed is speaking in Korean with me.. which I don't know why.. LOL..

ZED, you're freaking me out! ahahaha..

Zed. says:
dangsineun misoga jeongnal areumdawo!
MabeL* says:
wth is that
MabeL* says:
hahaha
Zed. says:
means u have such a sweet smile =)

thanks for reminding, I know that long time ago.. LOL! *perasannn*

will ~~ponteng~~ school on wednesday.. I think.. :D

I haven't find the perrrrfecttt outfit for parents night yet.. hmm..

how how how ? :(

& no date = loner! don't know who to go with.. LOL..

will decide on thursdayyy.. so excited.. not...

sadly dicky is -N-O-T- coming :(

I didn't mean that I want him as my date k.. LOL!

ahh, stop here lahh..

-ciao the miao!

you keep me from falling apart.

xoxo

Mabel has written @ 8:39 AM

♥ Sunday, June 29, 2008

bringing back the memories (:

:D :D :D

pretty cupcakes that Joelle gave me. *lovess*

Parent's night!

haven't decide who to go with... YET..

maybe I'll just go there aloneeee..

Mabel , Zed, Wai, Ju = DATE-less ppl.. still..

Mabel has written @ 3:36 AM

♥ Saturday, June 28, 2008

tears are starting to show and my smile is fading away

Mabel has written @ 6:15 AM

♥ Friday, June 27, 2008

I gave the best of me, but I couldn't give you what you need. How could we quit something we never even try.

Happy 15th Birthday Kah wai..

I didn't forgettt!

mah lolipop was trying to ~~SMILE~~ :D

out-

xoxo

bel

Mabel has written @ 6:06 AM

♥ Tuesday, June 24, 2008

The day I wait for you is the day you decide to go.
There's nothing I could say to you.
Nothing I could ever do to make you see.
What you mean to me.
All the pain, the tears I cried.
Still you never said goodbye and now I know.
How far you'd go.

maybe its time to let go.

Mabel has written @ 5:27 PM

♥ Monday, June 23, 2008

I'll never let this go , but i can't find the words to tell you, i dont wanna be alone, but now i feel i dont know you.

- you know who you are-

finally! mah kerju kayu dah finish! hmm.. i really need to study now!! i mean seriouslyyy..i don't study one..i mean like i never study by my own.. I depend on my tuitionn most of the time.. SOS.. can anyone MOTIVATE me plsssssss? :( ABRSM is coming realllll soon.. I quit piano for a few years adi.. how am i suppose to catch up? I didn't agree with my piano teacher to put me up on this.. she sesuka hati go put me in.. haiss.. yesss, CINDY CHEAM, i mean you.. :( haiss... some more parents night is coming reallll soon also, keep practicing for the performance only.. never bother bout studies.. where can like that one? for 2 weeks you know... PMR is also around the corner only... err... 3more moths i guess? and yeahh.. life is getting tough.. save me plsssssssss :(

day 13

Mabel has written @ 7:56 AM

♥ Sunday, June 22, 2008

Truth exists. Only lies are invented.

I fell in love with metro station! :D
Trace Cyrus. yum yum yum ~

xoxo

bel

day 12

Mabel has written @ 6:52 AM

♥ Saturday, June 21, 2008

Contagious

Happy Birthday Mah Dear Kelly Lim :D
muaks! & i know you do ! hahaha..
I'm sure everything is going to be alrighttt kayy.. :)
shake shake! woot! =p

Zed. says:
watching gigolo sohw again

errmm? LOL

xoxo
bel
day 11

i'm so confusedd
&
teacher say i like to sleep :D.

Mabel has written @ 7:18 AM

♥ Friday, June 20, 2008

NEVER ever break four things in your life.

Trust. Promise. Relation. HEART.

when they break, they don't make a sound..

but pain alot..

today was fine.. :)

had been practicing the whole morningg..

BUT I still can't remember the steps.. urghh!

after school, I suppose to do mah KERJA KAYU..

I think I'm the last one... I haven't even started :(

ahh, but went to mamak with Zed, Richard, Kah Wai, Zheng hou ..

mich FFK!

saw a ugly dead ratttttttt.. ewwwwww...

its frigging DISGUSTING..

kesian..

but its okay.. there are many more of 'em

muahahaha

zed, somehow you just understand me so well..

you actually noe what type of boy i like huh..

you're a nice friend :) but too bad you cant be my best friend.. haha..

cause chocolate is mah best friend already. :D

no one can ever take its place.. hahahaha

hahah, I'm just joking.. Best Friends till the end!! <3>

will stop here.. :)

bye peeps.

lovessss,

bel

day 10

currently listening to Say It Again by Marie Digby.

Mabel has written @ 5:04 AM

♥ Thursday, June 19, 2008

Tell me and I’ll forget.
Show me and I might remember.
Involve me and I’ll understand. :)

thanks to miss chandra..
I've NEVER felt sooo indian ever! ahahaha..
its a good thing tho..
but I'm not dark enough to be one.. :D hahah..
I'm not good at dancing those kind of dances..
but I'll try my best :D

Florence was the BOMB!
I'm just being sarcastic..
I'm not making fun of her either..
she's hyperr! woot!
she just love to shake her ass off! LOL!

she was almost striping

she even swing and flip her hair... LOL

goddamnit!!
gosh, she was crawling all over the floor!
everyone was like WTF?
Sorry for being mean , but its true.. ~~Fcuk IT!~~

btw, mah life is getting better now..
I know how to smile AGAIN.. :)
just let the past be the past..
never looking back again..
its helpless..
& life will be better that way..
emo days are OVER ppls! OVER! woo hoooo! rock on ! :D
I know I'm lame :D
but what the heck?

xoxo

bel

day 9

Mabel has written @ 1:28 AM

♥ Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Yesterday

I just can't believe you're gone
Still waiting for morning to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise
Even without you by my side (ooh yeah)

When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it i'm reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (plans we made)
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know (no no)
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away (oh oh),
but they can never have yesterday

You always used to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or atleast how the story goes (but I never believed them 'til now)

I know i'll see you again i'm sure
No, it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night, one more day
One more smile on you face
But they can't take yesterday

Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (no no)
They can take the music that we'll never play (they can take the music that we'll never play)
All the broken dreams (oh, my broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (oh oh oh)
They can take the future that we'll never know (we'll never know)
They can take the places that we said we would go (huh oh oh)
All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last forever (but it wasn't our destiny)
'Cause in my mind, we had so much time
But i was so wrong
Now i can, believe that I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday

Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (ooh ooh)
They can take the music that we'll never play (no)
All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (yesterday)
They can take the future that we'll never know (yeah ah)
They can take the places that we said we would go (that we said we would go)
All the broken dreams (all our broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (they can never hace yesterday)

Ooooh... (All the broken dreams take everything)
But they can never have yesterday

song by Leona Lewis. :)

hmm, today was okie i guess..
i didn't know i have to perform on parents night!
aikss, how how how...
stage fright weihh... :(
where is mah pink pendrive?
has anyone seen it? haih..
was late for tuition today..
I'm always not on time,
I'm always late for classes..
but I'm worth the wait :D muahaha.
thanks DICKY CHONG KAH CHUN. you're so sweet. :)

LIFE is getting dull each day.-

xoxo

bel

day 8

Mabel has written @ 3:49 AM

♥ Tuesday, June 17, 2008

i'm tired of pretending that everything is okay

i guess nothing lasts forever
and bestfriends are just labels

it doesn't matter anymore
because nothing hurts when you're dead on the inside.

day 7

& still counting on..

i lost my pendrive todayyy.. :(

Mabel has written @ 6:27 AM

♥ Monday, June 16, 2008

there's no end to this.

Happy Belated Birthday Michelle Chan!!

sorry for the late post :( mah streamyx was being a !@#$% ytd ..

& thanks for always being there for me for the past 1 year..
well, not always.. but most of the time :D
ahh, no more alco alco for US.. hehe..
hope you enjoyed the Redbox & shabu shabu..

what happen at dinner, LOL

thenn..

then...

AHAHAHA.

err.. ?

weird ppl.. LOL

xoxo

bel

day 7

Mabel has written @ 7:36 AM

♥ Sunday, June 15, 2008

Always be my baby

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way

But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder,
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

ahh, this is the guy version,
but this song still means alot to me right now :(

Mabel has written @ 8:36 AM

♥

Mah Big Daddy. <3

Happy Father's day, dy..

I didn't wish my daddy :(

because I was shy.. LOL

what a useless daughter.. tsk tskk...

sorry daddy..

you know I love you.. rite? :D

we went out for dinner...

we went to some jap. restaurant near our old house.. hehe..

mah bro n i :)

they were bored without ME :D

they were shocked to see the price! LOL!

that's it for the day..

p/s: I know my hair looks like a mop now. :(

I'm feeling very emo now :(

bye ppl-

xoxo

day 5

Mabel has written @ 7:58 AM

♥ Saturday, June 14, 2008

sorry to mah dear readers.. sorry for the lame postsss..

hmmm, today was okay.. :D

had tuition , and after that went to pyramid to celebrate Michelle's early 15th bday..

met new friends there.. Jacq and Yawan.. awesome ppl..

Yawan's mummy is pretty nice too..

had lunch at Secret Recipe.. tho i din eat.. haha..

Mah dear mich spent like about 200bucks there.. LOL..

Iced Chocolate with cream is the BOMB! :D

hmm, wanted to watch Kungfu Panda / Prom night..

but... aikss.. too many humanss.. and the time wasn't rightt... :(

ahh, we ended up in REDbox...

hahaha, we sing our lungs OUT..

omgosh, did i mention that i actually CRIED in there? LOL..

tskk tskk.. i not sure y tho...

oh well, I'm fine noww.. :)

ahh, and there's a few pictures..

was really shy :D

She's not shy :D but RUDE much.. LOL

drinks for the day.

just had to take this, its PINK :D

she fell in love with it..

was really into the song :D

and there's us :D

LOL, some lady gave this to me.

me :D

ahh, after i got home, then went to the movies with my cousinss and bro :D

we watch The Happening..

the movie was just okay i guess..

didn't really enjoy it tho.. was damn tired!

chouldn't concentrate.. haha..

hmm, thats about it for today.. :D

end of post..

end-

xoxo

day 4

currently listening to Always be my baby, by David cook.. <3

p/s : i didn't drink.. and YOU SUCK , u spoil our day :D

lastly, she was really disappointed with the bill! LOL

Mabel has written @ 10:05 AM

♥ Friday, June 13, 2008

:( :( :(

out-

xoxo

day 3

Mabel has written @ 9:24 AM

♥ Thursday, June 12, 2008

moving on with mah life~
memories, I will cherish :)

hmm, school was okay i guess..
didn't learn anything NEW tho.. LOL
ahh, and ZED , u have a brother okayy.
his name is Sean.. damn bad lar u guys. .
I don't think I'll be sleeping tonight.. haha..
nid to redo my fuckedup projects.. :(
got nth much to post about todayy..

where are you? where are you?!! :(

end-

xoxo

day 2.

Mabel has written @ 7:29 AM

♥ Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Singing happy songs,

Making silly jokes,

always laughing out loud,

being stupid.

trying to be as I used to be..

ahh, its just so hard to fake it.

out-

xoxo

day 1

Mabel has written @ 7:06 AM

♥ Tuesday, June 10, 2008

I don't know what's my feeling now :(

Mabel has written @ 6:13 AM

♥ Monday, June 9, 2008

This is the sound

I let you in just a little too close,
You shut the door , so nobody would know
I know I heard a shot on the fourteenth floor
The music was raw, you really put on a show

This is where we are,
This is where we've been,
This is how I fall in love with you again

I had to say goodbye before I said hello,
I saw you crash and you took off your clothes

And this is the sounf of a broken heart beating
Almost died when I found your heart cheating
I won't survive very much longer
You got to keep this broken heart stronger

This is where we are,
This is where we've been,
This is how I fall in love with you again

Where did I go wrong?
I can't be your friend
After where we've been
I can't see your face again

You leave your troubles at the door
And I feel we don't know what we are fighting for

Feels like I'm a prisoner , baby
so hard when you have to fake it
It hurts so much to feel the love
When you know u have to ~~break~~ it

And this is the sound of a broken heart beating
Almost died when I found your heart cheating
I won't survive much longer
You got to keep this broken heart stronger

This is where we are
This is where we've been
This is how i fall in love with you again

I fall for you again , I fall for you again, I fall for you again.

song by The Last Goodnight.

ciao-

xoxo

Mabel has written @ 4:52 AM

♥ Sunday, June 8, 2008

hols are over ppl!
gotta start studying againnn..
I need to put mah heart and soul to study adi..
I always say this, but nvrr everrr work 1.. LOL..
but seriously , I need to study lar!

Missing someone really badly here ):
I've nvr been EMO in mah life ever..
since that day onwards, I only know how does EMO feels like..
I hate being EMO! but I just can't control mah feelings..
life is so so so down now! ~~screw it!~~

Mabel has written @ 3:38 AM

♥ Saturday, June 7, 2008

I so fucking ~~HATE~~ LOVE you nowww.

btw, i wont swear anymore (:
muahahah...

~~drink drank drunk~~
its baddddd. (:

i want the time to stop now! and yes i mean NOWW!

Mabel has written @ 9:19 AM

♥

ahh, I'm back..

being an emo fuck for days noww..
can't eat or sleep well..
benefit : lose weight! (:
but not in a healthy way lar..

gosh, my dad just had to keep calling me n text me when i'm out with my frens.
and its just a dinner at ou..
I know he cares for me , but sometimes its just tooooo omg..
if you noe what i mean :(

currently listening to Time of my life, David Cook. <3>

out -

xoxo

Mabel has written @ 12:53 AM

♥ Thursday, June 5, 2008

knowing that you'll be gone for awhile,
everything just doesn't seem right..

Mabel has written @ 1:22 AM

♥ Sunday, June 1, 2008

We were once great friends..
we were always doing things together..
stupid things, crazy things..
we share secrets , and we understand each other..
well, sometimes we don't..
all I know is you were always there when I needed you,
and you were always there when I need some one to talk to..
you were always there to comfort me when I'm down..
you nvr fail to entertain me when I'm bored.
u make silly jokes to make me laugh..
sometimes mean jokes too..
and u ignore me sometimes, and I dont know why..
but I didnt ask about it.. I just forget it..
we are always great friend for a minute ,
and the other minute we might be enemies..
I'm already used to it tho..
but now I don't feel right being like this anymore..
you don't seem u tell me anything anymore..
you seem to hid things from me..
but thats alright..
you've change..
I understand that ppl will change..
maybe I just can't get used to it yet...
all I want to tell you is..
I'm sorry for being a bitch..
sorry for being a annoying freak..
sorry for letting you down..
sorry for whatever I did..
I know telling you all these won't change anythingg..
I've trusted you..
but now you've let me down..
things just aren't the same anymore..

this post is for.. *you know who you are*

Mabel has written @ 9:30 AM

♥

Hey peeps, I'm back again.

Today wasn't really a nice day to go out.. terlalu banyak humans larh..
but manage to go ou tho.. ehehhe..
i went shopping with my big daddyy...
just to find a pair of new jeans fer me..
ahhh, i can't imagine it either..
but it wasn't that bad you know..
we went like soooo goddamn many shops , but still..
couldn't find the right one fer me... haha..
i know lar, i'm difficult... oh well, my daddy is fine with that.. :)
mmkayyy, my brother didn't go with us.. and yet, we got him some new clothes..
we got him a new jacket from billabong and 2 tees from radio active.
how nice are we lar.. hahaha..
the WHOLE ou is having SALES..
so what the heck lar.. ambil saje.. LOL...
ahhh, i finally manage to find a pair of jeans n skirt that suits moi.. haha...

After i got back home,
i had accompany my sis go to our neighbour's bday partyy..
all kids one , no fun la..
and omgosh.. there's a CLOWN ,
i takut larr.. phobia to clowns lerr...
and the cheese cake was the bomb!
but that's not his bday cake..

his bday cake is this big thing here...

mmkay, he's only a small boy..
nvr seen such interesting cake in my life ever.. hahaha..
and i didn't know what's that thing sitting there...
until everyone shouted " ben 10 ! ben 10! "
what in the world is ben 10.. LOL..
they got those monster cupcakes.. quite comel lar..

yeappp, and that was it..

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JADON!!

same day bday as Kendrick.. haha..

and yeahh,I heard bad news about our dear William See..

eventho im not that close to him, i still feel really bad about it..

I'll pray for you..

end-

xoxo

Mabel has written @ 6:02 AM